Changes

Life is all about changes.

So much has happened over the past months, and I'm sorry I've not blogged, but I don't have many readers, anyway. However, I think I'm going to try to blog more often.

So that job I got? Didn't work out. It was a total scam, which is a shame, because they lie to get you in the door, and they know you're hurting for money so you're in a vulnerable position and they ultimately take advantage of that.

I have made the decision to move back to Florida. Its a stressful time right now since I'm supposed to be out of here in a couple weeks and haven't started packing, but honestly, I don't have the motivation. I have moved so much, and I'm dreading it. I spent so long trying to stay out of my home town, only to end up back there. Hopefully I get this job at the hospital that I'm going to hopefully interview for. They emailed me, but I have to call them when I move back, and I hope the positions I applied for are still open, but who knows. 

I am sooo tired all the time. Stress, maybe? I don't know. I am just so sleepy. 

On the plus side, I won't have to worry about my Dad as much since we'll be living together again. He works so hard for his age and it makes me nervous. Plus I'll be much closer to my best friend again, and I have missed her, as well as my other family. It will be a good thing, I know. 

Things don't always make sense when we want them to, but for now this is just how it has to be. Maybe one day it WILL make sense, I guess I'll have to see how it plays out.

Maybe I will be happier back home and have more energy when this is all over with. Stress does some crazy stuff to your body, I tell you. And some people handle it better than others, but I think we all go through moments in life, where we are stressed or depressed, and I guess how we handle it and overcome it, defines our character? Though, that's not all that defines us, of course. Til next time.