Out Of Sorts

So this post is going to be really unorganized, but I don't care.

I passed my Life Insurance exam this week and I'm taking my health exam Saturday, so hopefully I'll pass that, too. What annoys me is that we don't issue or associate anything with Medicaid or Medicare, so why should I have to learn about it? Its just boring to me and I don't agree with the Medicaid system at all, whatsoever. I was raised to work for what you have and if you don't have the money for it, you don't get it. I've been without health insurance of ANY kind for over four years, but you don't see me cheating the system. With that said, I don't have a problem helping people in need and I actually do have a big heart and love to bless others, but when you're just lazy, I have a big problem with that. Its not right and its just one of the many reasons why this country has been run into the ground.

On another note, don't you hate it when you just aren't motivated to cook? I do. And it gets old. Sometimes I think living on my own is overrated. Its really hard to cook for just one person and its still somewhat costly. But I also don't like getting fast food that often, either. Plus, that adds up, too. Even just getting a drink to take to a work meeting adds up. I hate how everything costs so much money.

By the way, I had my first day out in the field yesterday. My co-worker is awesome! I foresee us becoming friends. He and his fiance are to wed in October and I may get to do her bridal makeup, which is right up my alley. Anyway, yesterday I got to see how things go and what I'll be doing exactly. I'm excited to get out there and start making money. It feels really good to be working again, I just don't have the motivation to study today, but I must. I also have to go in today for a conference call via Skype with our Vancouver office at 2 p.m. to 6 p.m. I think I'll tease my hair today and wear red lipstick. Simply because I can and I haven't done that in forever.

I really want to post recipes here, but my camera phone sucks. And I don't know where my real camera is. I think I do, I'll have to check. But tonight I am either going to make steak salad or steak with twice baked potatoes and roasted olives and artichoke hearts. We shall see. I probably shouldn't spend too much time cooking because, again, I have to study tonight. Why did I book that test for 8 a.m. tomorrow? Stupid me.

And you know what? I think the Kardashians are all pretty, in their own way. If I look half as good as Kris Jenner when I'm older, I'll be happy. I really just want their skin texture, its perfect. I wouldn't mind having Kim's body, though, either. Haha. We can all dream, right? I wouldn't mind having one of their houses, either.

Well, I need to get ready here. I have some dishes to do. I'm going to blog again tonight, though. I really need to get some other things in my head onto black and white. So until then....